Sofia 3 years and soon will have to cope with the loss. Must give up the pacifier. I have abandoned us 13 years but then I started to smoke ... so I do not know.
I think nobody actually waiving pacifier. All we replace it with something that continually rewards the first real experience of loss. In the case of small-Sofia will be the pacifier ... but the first real experience of loss is different for each. Most of us even know what was really, but there was, that's for sure. For some, a shock, for others a removed, others so small that it seems to have never existed. Yet there was. There must have been. Continue on the road constantly through the experience of loss. The same that the waiver of a pacifier, culminating in man's destiny of mourning. Today it still will not take something, find something else. Rilke advised not to ask the landing in a storm, the horizon can not be seen from the whirl of waves .. but it exists. Imagine it: in vain. Every experience, every separation, distance, every trip to the unknown can only be lived. Crossed. Nothing else. Experience involves waiver to make way for progress. Surrender is pure pain. All times. At least for me. Give up moments within the time exceeded. Giving up a dream. Give up the idealization of a point of view. Give up to know. Without a clear, open a huge archive and make order. Today. There are things that are no longer needed. Like the pacifier in Sofia.
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